allthepageswereoutoforder

It Wasn’t…..

on January 22, 2014

It wasn’t easy

It was one of the hardest things I ever had to do.

The tears flowed so heavy

she was drowning in an ocean

that wasn’t even in the same state.

Her bed was the only place of comfort

She stared at her phone

like she knew it was going to ring

and it never did.

When it did ring it was never you.

A piece of my life got shattered

broken into a thousand of pieces

It was like the world was coming to an end

It took a long time for her to realize  you weren’t part of her life anymore.

Even thou it was mutual agreement it still hurt

Time to heal  was all she needed

Things become clear

and it breaks your heart because at this precise moment

you actually know what he meant when he said.,

I love you I’m just not in love with you.

We got to comfortable

and became roommates

and not a couple

It hurt so bad to walk away

from someone you had been with half of your life.

It does get better

but just because you are apart  for four years

doesn’t mean you get back together.

It would be a repeat of our past

We aren’t on the same page

or the same chapter

and it’s because we aren’t reading the same book

and all the pages were out-of-order.

 

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